cab driver

i am never someone who PDA-ed with anyone (outside a gay-friendly place), let alone a guy.
the most outrageous thing i ever did was probably kissing in the cinema, and that i just a peck on the lips, lasting not even 1 second.

so after a recent clubbing, i cabbed home with vjj. the first half of the route was still ok. we acted normally. but then he started talking about his ex, using the pronoun 'he'. after a while, he suddenly started to hold my hand, and asked if i want to stay over at his place for the night (which i politely said no).

maybe its the alcohol in both our systems, i was actually quite numb about that until now!

imagine you are the cab driver, what will you think! hmmmmmm......
i hope there won't be rumours like "uni students these days are getting more and more daring, holding hands in my car and sleeping over at random guys' place" spreading around. omg!

*suddenly i secretly hope the cab uncle don't understand english hurhur*

the surprise visit

i am not exactly used to having my doors knocked at at 2am! but somehow it did today!

i did not do anything wrong, i did not blast my music, and i don't think i sang that loudly to glee just now?

i did not expect to see elmo, the new friend of 3 weeks, at the door. he dropped by with a sandwich in hand. his dinner i suppose. so we just had a random chat while he ate his meal. nothing happened, just a random visit, to destress a bit i guess, since he was quite distracted by today's paper.

and before he left, a soft peck on my forehead he give me, with a comment, 'you smell good'.

its all smile on my face as i continue on with my work. :)

 to self: some people are better of as friends, at least friendship last longer than romantic relationship!

when did you choose to be, straight?

came across a good video:



if given a choice, will you CHOOSE to be gay?
honestly with all my heart, i won't. not even a second thought needed.
this road less traveled, is hard and emotionally draining.
what about you?

ok back to mugging. :(

for a start...

inspired by the many many blogs i read, i decided to start one of my own.
not that i've never blogged before, but this space is specially dedicated to this-other-part-of-me as it'll be too risky to post things from 'this-other-part-of-me' in my personal blog.
so welcome this-other-part-of-me to this blogsphere.
hope you guys enjoy reading my rants as much as i enjoy reading your post.
i will update as frequent, but no promise, as juggling between two blogs ain't an easy task. :X
till then, cheers :)