retroviral illness...

sempena World Aids Day, just sharing something related to that.

chance upon this young guy in the hospital the other day.
it is quite unusual to have people few years older than me in this part of the hospital.
so the kepo curious me went to find out more.
the moment i look at the diagnosis, i know it is caused by THAT disease.

yes he is tested positive for HIV.
and at that young age, all the opportunistic infection sets in.
no history of him taking any antiretroviral meds, making me wonder if he even know his status prior to this unplanned admission.

and yes, you've guessed it, he's an aj! (if not i won't even bother blogging right!)
and should he really do not know his status and goes around having fun with others the unsafe way, omg!
this is a small country and our community is a small community.
protect yourself and protect others too!

"togerther, we are greater than AIDS!"

cab driver

i am never someone who PDA-ed with anyone (outside a gay-friendly place), let alone a guy.
the most outrageous thing i ever did was probably kissing in the cinema, and that i just a peck on the lips, lasting not even 1 second.

so after a recent clubbing, i cabbed home with vjj. the first half of the route was still ok. we acted normally. but then he started talking about his ex, using the pronoun 'he'. after a while, he suddenly started to hold my hand, and asked if i want to stay over at his place for the night (which i politely said no).

maybe its the alcohol in both our systems, i was actually quite numb about that until now!

imagine you are the cab driver, what will you think! hmmmmmm......
i hope there won't be rumours like "uni students these days are getting more and more daring, holding hands in my car and sleeping over at random guys' place" spreading around. omg!

*suddenly i secretly hope the cab uncle don't understand english hurhur*

when did you choose to be, straight?

came across a good video:



if given a choice, will you CHOOSE to be gay?
honestly with all my heart, i won't. not even a second thought needed.
this road less traveled, is hard and emotionally draining.
what about you?

ok back to mugging. :(